Sianz huh?
I post today.
Went to Grand Cathay with yoong Aunn, Jian Ming and Yan Xu today. We watched L change the world. Well, it's kinda cool, only that I personally feel that death note 1 and 2 is better.
Hmm... Lemme see, It's now 11.12 and I'm posting, still got eng summary haven done finish! guess its time to perservere to acheive the best result now.
Let's get going (talking to myself huh? Perhaps I'm getting insane already)
11:10 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Well...
Today is saturday, just early in the morning, and i came to post.
Forgot to write yesterday...I change a new song. Decided to feel happy...at least, sort of. This week has not totally been a good week for me, yet, not so bad after all(Hey! I'm being positive here!)
There are really a lot of things for me to reflect on and think about. I really feel very tired now- I really need to handle things that really seems out of my ability.
Can't do anything much, 1 thing I can do is treat everyday as a new start and try to look forward to it. 'Cos u never know, what will happen later. Perhaps you may just become unhappy.
Hope to really get a good week for myself. Can enjoy some personal time and not get so much problems~
And, anyone who sees my mistakes of my post, please tell me! That way, I can improve my English! Thanks so much!
10:16 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
A scary week
Well, couldn't really find time to have a post. Well, I don't understand. I study and people study, they can get such high grades and here I am...Only to look at them, feeling envious.
This week is really kinda a scary week for me.
There are lots of challenges and lots of things I need to do and well I dunno why! Sometimes things really happen like this and I hate it!
It may not seems so yet it is like that. To others it mean nothing, yet to me it mean Really a lot.
I really can't post anymore, had to stop now
8:19 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Decided to post
Decided to post today.
Went to table tennis competition today and as expected, our team lost. But what can we expect? Our opponents is SJI leh. How to win them? I saw lots of experts there today. The more at look at them, the more I feel I'm not worth a thing. Their lower Sec can smack MUCH better than our upper secs lor. And when I say
, it means MUCH better.
Missed some lesson today and I didn't catch the higher chinese lesson today. Didn't know what the teacher actually said. Homeworks are really piling and I have really missed a lot, (partly because of coming back late because of the competition).Although I admit I have a bad sense of time concept.
Feeling empty today.
6:07 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Sianz
It's quite sianz la. Why? I don't know? Why do I feel sianz? I don't know too. No one is telling me and I'm not sure why am i sianz. But if there is someone else, they would not know it too. 'cause, if I don't know myself, who else would know me better? It's a funny case la, that I'm not sure of a person that I am myself.
Now I'm at home. Tmr need to go school den alittle sianz liao lor. Need to go off during half of the class to go for the sure lose competition...
Decided to slack for awhile first cause this few days had been...busy. I had to go for table tennis till very late and come home to do homework and have to get distracted by all this things. What can I do?
I've decided, from now on, I'm going to strive to do my best. Yep, I'm tired. I don't even know how can I push myself further, what I can do is to really fixed myself to a goal and really go towards it lor...
6:28 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
New Year
Whao, a new year is coming. Just a few more hours huh? Haha.
Well, it's been really QUITE some time since I post. This blog had really had nothing new so far. Well, on other thoughts, not many visit here anyway.
Since the last time I have post was about a few months ago, I would like to post about some things.
Firstly, The Obs- Well, this was quite some trip. Actually, for the first few days, I found myself disliking the camp. Really, I regretted coming here. Yet, our group is getting somewhat more bonded. To comment about the entire trip will take me 1 day and that's one thing that will waste my time.
To cut things short, I would like to say that this camp requires a lot of endurance, especially from the treking trip, which will really inflict pain on you. Yet, tense as this camp may seems, you may actually feel that it's not exactly a bad camp. I don't know why, yet I felt that this camp was unforgetable for me. This experience will probably stay with me forever.
And yes, I know more about ppl in my group which is really 'unexpected'(not sure whether this is the correct word)
And I went to Chinatown yesterday where I bought somethings and ya, that was nice, where I can experience the atmosphere as new year is arriving. Of cos, I want to thank my friends who went with me.
And today! I went to Cathay with some of the 3hum ppl. That was 1 of our first trip where we go out like that as 3 hum. Although not everyone in 3hum went with us, yet it was some fun thing. We took 2 pics and watch a movie.
27 dresses was quite a fun movie! Enjoyed it though I didn't expected it...Actually we were supposed to watch 1 miss call-a ghost movie.
That was about it. Till then!Ang Pows!
10:12 PM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Reallity & Dreams