Flunk it
Today, I'm sad to announce that I've flunk my exam. I've flunk it. My result, my subjects, my this and my that. This don't mean that I'm going to keep being so disappointed, doing nothing to change what I am today. I'm going to really start again... This time, properly.
And one very siao decision. Sleep earlier~ I feel that I've not got enough sleep this few days and all these that I'm really wasting my time with all these, getting distracted and all these. I'm going to sleep earlier, maybe this would be a better decision. Justify this decision? I can not be so sleepy on class and hopefully I can gain more out of it. This will affect me mentally and physically.
I"m going to use lesser computer, which means I'm going to try my best to abstain from it. Then again, the computer is a very deadly virus, it can go in and just damage you even not letting you know it. However, if it is used for the right purpose, the computer will no doubt be a very useful tool for you towards your life.
I'm going to go back home earlier, not to spend so much time outside till so late. This means that I will not keep going out with people like Yan Xu after CCA. Probably just 2 time or eve better, once.
Not going to keep going on like this. I will change for the better. Keeping a positive attitude always. :) (
Haha Zheng Wei)
Oh, this week I learnt a lot yet I really need to get in so much that I don't know whether I could handle. Hopefully, I could. I wish tomorrow will be a better day for me. And yep, I accidentally threw Yan Xu's pencil box on Yoong Aunn's face den he really kena.Acually it was meant to reach Kai Yang but apparently my aiming is so bad. Sorry Yoong Aunn.
And I've gotta get going, play awhile before getting into the real business.Hehe
6:20 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Went Bus
I went to Kovan today, as expected. Certainly, somethings are definitely expected for us to do. Yet, not so true for all. Some things may just come, without us knowing. Whether we want it or not. If we want it, then that's good. If we don't want it, then just treat it as a test for ourselves.
Back to my topic. Where was I? Oh. Kovan, right. I went there and guess what's my job? To talk for 15mins on the bus and I can go home. That's like so lame la. We were just suppose to go on to the bus and talk for 15minutes after/before the other group and after they( The people from Hong Kong) reach their destination, we are free to go. That's a little unexpected. Truthfully, I expected more.
Continue on... I called tall american boy and asked them get to know that they (this time, people from humility) are actually at their house. So I went home all the way from bugis and I called wk again, wanting to go his house to do the project. Yet, all of them went away already, so I couldn't go in the end.
Next on, this is the stop I like most. I asked Ping Liang to play bb with me and he agreed! Because he wanted to escape his primary school principal I think. The Principal is going to his house after all. If it was me, I wouldn't escape. After all, it's a new experience xP.
He came my house and we played dota for awhile. Then we went to play basketball, den we play and were very depressed. I deproved. I was talking about winning Kenneth (Tan) in his basketball. After all, I always presume that he is lousy. Perhaps that's not fair to him. Then again...
I was paranoid. My shot is like...keep missing lor. Nvm. Think I'm just too lousy. What can you expect? When was the last time I played basketball?
AND, that's the end of my blog presentation, thank you for reading.
P.S Thanks for all who tagged me. Including the gang of 9. I know who all are....
6:51 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Funny...isnt it?
Urm... What am I suppose to write?
Today is a great day? Was it? Perhaps so. Cos, I can get away from school for a few days. Even just for one day would be good. What can i expect? Things to turn better or worse?? I dunno. Just hope that everyday would be a great day. Brand new experience everyday. Great day everyday would be great( This sentence sounds weirds?). :)
Hmm... I'm going to be really glad because there isn't any test this week. I shan't say about the part where i don't understand so much of the other lesson (Opps...I have said). True, I can't understand what teachers say about certain subject and nvm... It's a day that pass. I keep hoping to really work harder but yet I keep failing to do so.
Suppose I've already done that? Something in me tell me that I did not balance my time properly. Maybe I didn't really make good use of my time.
Tomorrow is Good friday. Today is thursday. Tomorrow I'm going to Coven to meet for some project like acting as a guide to bring the hong kongreans out to some "famous place. Notice something? Yep i did. It's kovan. Not Coven...
Great day today huh? Weird though...
5:58 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Long long time...
It's been a long day today as it always been. I better get starting before all hell break loose :)
Yesterday, I went for the parliament and it was ok la. Yet there are many guards there just to protect the people in there. They sure are important. Saw many people there ( Too bad can't see Lee hsien Long). Actually, I was hoping to take a photo with the ministers yet I obviously didnt had a chance too.
The facilities there was quite nice and they had interpreters there who wasn't quite good. Perhaps that's because it was too rush for them to interpret the language in such a short time.
Today, I went to the Science Center with my current class, 3 Humility and 3 Unity. The trip there was nice and I couldn't say much about it because there was certainly too much things for me to say if I was to list all out ( Actually, it was just ok).
They really gave us the concept about physics (which was the purpose of our trip) and it actually seems fun... The thing that is different about this trip and all the other trip is that this trip doesnt' allow us to explore much of the science center. Instead, we are to go to a sound proof room and listen to their short talks and a long video then, its the end of story, we go home. I was thinking, if that was the case, why don't out physics teacher, Mr Chang just get the tape from those people and show it to us. Isn't that more... efficient, effective, convenient and less labour intensive?
Anyways, we went to eat today right after the science center thing. I had my dinner early, very early. 5.45 having your dinner...can you imagine??? Opps, perhaps you can...
Went home and is at home now.
6:19 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Problems...
Again, problems are coming back to me...
Lots and lots of this just seems to keep coming. And when I want it to stop, it just gets worse. Better not dwell on it anymore.
Today wasn't too bad. I've gone to Xin Hua Secondary to...erm...teach. It's kinda a new experience. Brand new.
How do you teach kids who knows no secondary schools lessons and can't understand much from these teaching of yours? I mean... how do you teach them...-1-1??They won't know that it's 2. But, it's still something nice that I've got from teaching them because I now know 1 more person. Haha.
Today, I tried to "psycho" my tutee by telling him that if he could pass the test I "set" for him the next lesson, I will give him a sweet. Guess what was his reply? "I don't like sweet" . Dunno what to reply from that... Just simply tell him, "oh? You don't that's wierd cos I
like sweet..."
That's all for today's post? yep.
7:37 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Somehow...
Can't say much about this week. Lots of things...
Yesterday was a leap year. I Damn wanted to post and my brother was like "No you can't use the com". I don't know what to say. It's not really he forbid me from using it la. But he gave me that look and talk WITHOUT enthsuiasm(maybe even worse) and I know this is his answer. But what can I do? After all...this is HIS computer. Blame it on my luck to have my own com spoil lor. Anyway, things could have been worse.
Well, today I went out and played with roo. We went to play table tennis and it was kinda nice because I my whole day outside lor. ~New experience~. So much for the new experience-.- . Don't wanna say who trash who, cos later it would upset him...
Spent about 2-3hrs in library and it's quite fun. We did our math hw there and no studying after all that... We ate at HM. Quite nice la the food.
Did my usual routine of staring at the poster of L outside the CD shop. Haha. That was quite nice la. And yep, I bought a chocolate and it's black chocolate, not dark chocolate. Perhaps it's the same? Now I got 3 chocolate in my house. 1 is 1/2 eaten and the other 2? Not eaten.
Hmm...
Well...
That's all?
Bye.
9:25 PM
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
