Late at night
It's like 1.30 now am I'm posting. I dunno what's the problem with me.
I just don't seems to be able to absorb into the topic and all the things seems so difficult. Math seems interesting yet difficult. Geography needs study, chinese needs reading, Bio needs knowledge, chem nid understanding, physics needs perserverance, social studies needs patience, english needs blogging.
I'm just gonna keep this short and sweet( I need sleep, seriously. It seems like years before I've actually enjoy a good sleep). Oh, And I'm blogging in the midst of Yan Xu teaching me Math. Guess he didnt know' I'm blogging. hehe. but I'm seriously lestening, I mean looking. I'm multitasking.
Tomorrow gonna do my physic project after I got my powerpoint. I can do the editing and hopefully, it would be job well done.
I've found my standard decreasing drastically nowadays and I'm really starting to experience hopelessness because it really seems so difficult. However, to give my all is one of my motto.
fake. Yes, perhaps it's not, but for this time round, I'm going to. At least for now.
Is this short? Or at least sweet? Ok, I know it's not...
This is me, signing off.
1:27 AM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
That's it
Oh, some post today. MYE is coming and I'm like soooooo scared. Well, at least, for now I'm gonna get started. Well, blogging to me isn't a thing that is prohibited. At least, not to myself. Blogging is a good way to improve my english's standard, considering the current spot 'm standing now. You can call it a excuse or anything, but at least that will give me enough to cover for my guilt.
This few days, I had been thinking a lot and there is like so much thing-to get me distracted and to get me so tired. I'm very tired-mentally, physically( a little), emotionally and probably critically. Gotta go on and at least do well for my exams. This few days isn't so fruitful but nevermind, I will perservere on because I believe that perserverance will pay off, but not if you only rely on yourself.
Erm...What's more? Well, in a nutshell, oh well, it isn't end until it is started with.
I wish everyone have a merry christmas and happy new year!
I mean...Well with life!
8:08 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
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Talk about this week. I have lots of thing but only some are worthy of note. I've got some things that are great while some are...apparently not. Talk about the A math test, it wasn't too hard, yet not too easy either. There are going to be some tests and quizes next week. Like E math, Geo and some others. It's not gonna be easy for me (I know, it's not easy for others too). It's a good thing, to be able to study. I know, others may be dying to do that but can't. Yet, even while saying so, I don't know how can I put myself to the study mode.
I'm gonna to make myself revise my E math and geo. But for the time being, enjoy...
6:20 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Just a post
A post. A brand new post. I don't know how to continue because I don't know what to pen down.
Today, school didn't bring me much surprise, except the usual happiness of able to escape from school every friday. I had my debates, test and all things. The test is between easy and hard. You could say it is okay. Today, I had my english debates before my biology test. My group, consisting of me, seow hwee, melvin and russell wasn't quite nicely plan as we wasn't able to thought of very great points to really make it that relevant. It is a difficult side to say after all. I was saying, it isn't cruel to kill animals, but in fact, i thought it was! But, that's enough of school. Now let's get on to CCA.
CCA wasn't quite fun. Why? I suddenly found myself so lousy. I actually won by such a small margin and that is actually quite a very disgraceful thing, being the senior that I am.
Then, I went to the library, reading books and completing my biology worksheet. It is still okay. Except for being difficult to concentrate in such a noisy enviroment, the worksheet was actually relatively okay for me to do. Kai Yang, Sokman, Yan Xu and I do our works and then we went to eat then we went home.. Others like my junior, Bryan didn't tag along.
This is just a post. A post posted by me.
8:15 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
Life-Isnt a bed of roses
Life isn't a bed of roses. I cannot say it's a bed of thorns, but sometimes, it may not be so easy for us and to withstand the things coming our way, we need to really learn to give and take. One needs to know how to give to learn the sweetness of your own life. If you keep getting, how would you feel blessed? You would only feel "happy" from getting things from other but not true happiness.
Yet, to ge the roses, we need to get past the thorns. Isn't it? Life isn't going to be so easy for us, yet, to get the roses out of life, we would need to be daring enough to get past the thorns.
Well, back to today. Ping Liang and Kenneth came to my house. The excuse to look at the physics video is just a disguise. What did we do? Playing. Yep, and i wasted about 2hrs of my time with them. No lost, no gain. I gain "short term happiness" yet lost precious time to do other things. But spending time with friends isn't a bad idea.
Now, I'm done and I've just finish blogging. End of presentation.
7:09 PM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
April Fool
April fool. This year's april fool's day, like the past years isn't so foolish. It is quite cool today though.
School was still ok la. I went and in the morning, Zheng Wei asked me to open a box. I don't dare to because I just bought a birthday present for Kai Yang only just yesterday and that would mean a shock-of a lifetime~. Zheng Wei's box is okay la-a spider climbing out. Funny is us human, that even when we know that things are not real, we tend to get scared for the first moment.
I got back my test and I fare quite well. Although I expected something more, that wasn't too bad.
I stayed till 3.00 and went to canteen to have my lunch. Yan Xu and Wen Kai panseh me and went home first.
I gone home today and aI posted this-seems boring to me but this is today.
3:45 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Reallity & Dreams
