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It had really been some days that I've. This is the most stressful Chinese New Year I have been through, with tests and homeworks and stuffs. Chinese New Year don't even seem like Chinese New Year at all. Anyway, today is the last day of Chinese New Year. Over and it's over.
I really hate the stress that is overwhelming me. I really don't think I can handle all this properly though. Well, who doesn't have stress? Perhaps its just me? Or maybe not... After last Friday, my Table Tennis tournament is officially over and I have a strings of emotions confusing me. I regret and yet I don't. I regret the fact that I've not been training the right way for the past few years I'm in my CCA. Perhaps if I've done it better, the result would have been completely different. But I don't regret joining the CCA or competition or anything. It may be true that we have lost but, we have really gave in our best and there is nothing to regret about.
I kinda suck at my studies now. Not the early gamer as always. Yet, I really wish I could pick up by now. I really think I should get over with the "I dont give a damn" attitude and progress. But I'm seriously not in study mode yet. I flunk quite a lot of test or should I say all the tests. Till now, I barely pass my maths and chinese tests although I scored considerably well for some of the Social Studies trail test.
And Mrs Nathan! I don't understand her as always. I really wish I can understand her by her way of teaching.
Anyway, I've learnt one thing, do not carry your burden by yourself, so that when you fall, your friend may be there to pick up.
And of course, stay positive!
9:58 PM
Monday, February 9, 2009
Reallity & Dreams
