31st March
Ok, today is the 31 of March. Looks like some significant but to me, it is nothing commemerable. I really feel very unhappy that this fateful day have to finally arrive.
It seems like I have been waiting for this day to come, just the thought of it alone pains me. But it is needed, at least its what and how I assure myself. For with pain comes great accomplishment. This pain is needed to mould me into somebody in the future with greater results. I really hate to say this but this path I've choosen for myself, I know I've made the right choice but it really isn't something easy to accept.
Well, today is the day I've to delete my warcraft from my computer. I know, many will say that small little stuffs like that wont matter and definetely would not hurt you at all. You know, they are wrong. To me, games are not just a form of entertainment, not anymore, they are a form of stress relieve, a way of life ( maybe not), a cycle whereby when it stops, life will feel so restless.
I know I do not have a choice, for I've already laid this path well and steady for myself and even if the days and beholds me lies danger and terror, I would have to face it because I know, with it, I would eventually be able to stand proudly on my feet because I've made the right decision.
Painful it is, but I wont regret choosing to delete warcraft. It boasts great entertainment and fun that cannot be describe that I really can't bear to have it destroyed. I could spend hours and hours on it and not feel tired and bored. That's the magic about games.
I'm feeling very upset now. As in...seriously. After deleting it, I will not install any other games or else all my past efforts would have come to naught. I know I'm never a pro in games (maybe just in some), but the companionship that they have gave me will not be forgotten and will be kept forever deep within the gates of my heart.
Tomorrow is 1st April, April's fool day, but what much surprises can it give? I wish it would be fun tomorrow though...
Oh well... you are already at the end my post now, where my confused feelings are overwhelming. After here, my warcraft file is officially, ended. Fullstop.
10:48 PM
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Reallity & Dreams
