Can't believe
I can't believe that I started blogging a few years ago. That wasn't the unbelieveable part, the most unbelieveable part is actually that this is my 99th post after so many years of blogging or anything, whatever.
I really can't believe that this is my 4th year in HIHS, the O level year. Like many people may actually exclaim, I have the exact sentiments, my resulting is really dropping like some shit! I mean, bad as it may be, my result last year have a L1R5 of like 11... This year, it actually became like 15? Like wth?? I really feel very disappointed in myself, my grades and perhaps my attitude. This year is indefinitely a very important year as this is what will actually determine my future, or so it seems. I hate the fact that I'm scoring so badly for all my subjects and it really pains me to see my friends around me getting so many As, and me, just some noob who can't score a shit.
Well, enough with the negative comments! I think I will start to buck up my my studies and really go on to fasting- a fast from computers! Ok, maybe not fully, I still
have a life and I do not believe my willpower will enable me to make such a strong will and almost impossible decision. In regarding the studying inssue, I have decided that I will impose on myself some measures, laws and policies so that I will be able to score during O level, my ultimate goal, just for this year. The following are some of the rules I've set:
-I will delete warcraft by the end of this month (March) so that I will be able to concentrate on studying and not waste time on unneccesay things.
-I will study for every test, except for maybe some test that I'm not aware of I may actually forgo it. (Provided that I really have the time to)
- This rule are set to allow the rule mention just above to be of some use. I will pay attention to classes, lesser sleeping time in classes, pay attention during lessons (which means I would have to know the tests)
- I will sleep not later than 11.00pm for at least 2 days out of the 5 days so that I have sufficient energy to keep me awake and to be at my best form for the lesson the following day. (unless I seriously have to complete homeworks and finish studying for tests die die by that day)
So dear all, please be my eyes and be my witnesses, if I ever (like i ever will) do not comply by the laws and regulation, I would seriously be bounded to my own fines and punishments.
P.s. I will continue to use the computer to watch anime, drama and movies because I do need time to relax.
P.s.s. The law are officially in use when this month ends.
8:52 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Reallity & Dreams
