_+[Shinning brightly]//
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I probably should start posting again. Since it's dead now. Probably people won't see this. I would feel more at ease also, writing down a journal or diary. Perhaps, this would help.

I don't even know what's happening. It's just I kept thinking of some things and sometimes it's just painful. I know that some parts the it's definitely the satan's doing, trying to grab hold of me. I realise that I'm faltering, I'm feeling sudden jet of pain. Like continous pain. Not physical. Physocologial, emotional perhaps.

Sometimes, I'm just confused. I think i'm just so stupid, reacting to each and every small things. I get stuck at my own inabilites, my own limitations, I see where I am, that's why i feel so painful, I see so many things around me and I am so helpless, that's why I'm scarred.

Lord, please help me, may I always turn to you for comfort, for refuge. May I always focus on the death of Jesus and forgot my the worldly matters, they are worth nothing in Your eyes. Yet Lord, I know You see me and thus, please guide my life.
In Jesus name, amen!


1:32 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Reallity & Dreams





the me


Basically, I'm just me. Gradually getting better at my own game
HIHS
4 Humility 09
Ecf, Ftc

likes

Hmm...

irks

As long as people don't irritate me
I suppose its ok

Wish list

Being happy, this sounds basic huh?
A new guitar
Getting better at it
Good grades
Able to control myself
Enough sleep for myself
Lol more pocket money
More free time
Know what I actually wants

speak up!


homies

  • My Bro
  • Aloysius
  • Amelia
  • Andy
  • Annabel
  • Anne
  • Clarissa
  • Enoch
  • Fionella
  • Grace
  • jocelyn
  • Kai Yang
  • Kenneth
  • Nisha
  • Rachel
  • Roy
  • Russell
  • Samantha
  • Seow Hwee
  • Sokman
  • Ting Ying
  • Yoong Aunn
  • Zheng Wei
  • Zhong Ming
  • 3 Humility 08

    credits


    maker : obi64
    images created with adobe photoshop CS (yeah finally)
    also with the help of dreamweaver MX
    image hoster: photobucket
    brushes : coolwing ebonymusic colorfilter
    various fonts: urbanfonts
    pictures: TGM,yahama and taiki
    Cursors by dorischu

    time travel


    April 2007
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    October 2007
    November 2007
    February 2008
    March 2008
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    July 2010

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