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I probably should start posting again. Since it's dead now. Probably people won't see this. I would feel more at ease also, writing down a journal or diary. Perhaps, this would help.
I don't even know what's happening. It's just I kept thinking of some things and sometimes it's just painful. I know that some parts the it's definitely the satan's doing, trying to grab hold of me. I realise that I'm faltering, I'm feeling sudden jet of pain. Like continous pain. Not physical. Physocologial, emotional perhaps.
Sometimes, I'm just confused. I think i'm just so stupid, reacting to each and every small things. I get stuck at my own inabilites, my own limitations, I see where I am, that's why i feel so painful, I see so many things around me and I am so helpless, that's why I'm scarred.
Lord, please help me, may I always turn to you for comfort, for refuge. May I always focus on the death of Jesus and forgot my the worldly matters, they are worth nothing in Your eyes. Yet Lord, I know You see me and thus, please guide my life.
In Jesus name, amen!
1:32 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Reallity & Dreams